Penpal message / wishes: If love is the only thing that we can all find peace in, then why can’t it be permanent? Why do we want to run away from love? Why do we want to create obstacles for only thing that gives us fulfillment when nothing else does? I know it effects all of us, no matter how rotten someone is, to the core, to the deepest corners of the soul. Love can get there no matter what. And when you don’t have love nothing else seems to matter. You might want to ignore that and pretend that you’re fine by yourself, without anyone else but you know that not to be true. Connecting to total stranger brings you totally out of your comfort zone yet it’s something that you desire the most. Giving up control and letting yourself go into unknown horizons. Sometimes no one really wants to share this feeling with you and then you just feel empty without any purpose. Your mind tells you that it’s nothing to be surprised of, after all, why would a stranger want to be a part of your life and give a part of his life to you? It’s not that you’re doing something wrong. You just haven’t met the right person yet. It this modern age where everything feels so disconnected from reality, having a real connection with someone is something to be desired. Even if your friends and family feel so far away from you, both physically and spiritually, an idea of having a total stranger close to you is something that actually gives you hope for once. Of course, sometimes it doesn’t work out. Then you’re left with a biggest wound that anyone can possibly get – memories of something that will never happen again, but it only hurts so much because there’s a person in those memories, a person that was close to you yet now is so far away. That person likely moved on and cursed you with all possible words. Thinking about this makes the pain simply unbearable, yet there’s nothing you can do besides waiting for memories to sink into your head and became endless like time. If they just get stuck into your mind, eventually you will move on, occasionally coming back to those moments. Sometimes you even let yourself to think that not everything is lost, and that person will come back to you, but you know it will not happen. The constant lies that you tell yourself is the only thing that keeps you somehow going in the pointless existence and fills in the void in your soul. Eventually you just totally lose yourself and stop caring about anything that’s going on with the world and especially with your life. Oh, there’s so much you will give away to be able to relive one of those memories, even for a few seconds but it all comes down to the question: are you really so empty that only presence of someone else in your life can give you a purpose?
Hobbies:listening to music, studying, reading books, watching videos, thinking about things Penpal message / wishes: Looking for penpals to communicate with from around the world. I am a student, studying English and Italian translation, from Lithuania which is in Europe. Don't really like introductions, but I like history, languages and like to discuss about things.
From Lithuania, Europe.
Hobbies:Cars, Drifting, Movies, Arts, Life mysteries. Penpal message / wishes: Hello dear human being.
It's me, the stranger you know nothing about. This stranger is 22 years old and at the moment is very bored. Some could say I have too much free time on my hands and it's not always good :)
Anyways. I've tried this whole penpal thing a couple of years ago and it worked in a way, but... it didn't.
Let's be honest, making friends online is way harder than in real life... thou everyone gets blinded by it, at first it seems easy and flexible and enjoyable but... not always.
No voice. No sight. No touch. Just digital letters and the rest is left for imagination.
So I'm looking for people to connect with and build mutual trust if that means something to the reader that is you stranger.
I have a history with mental health issues, like depression, severe anxiety. I was on medication, had a ten session therapy and I'm still looking forward coming back there to invest more in myself.
I'm an introverted person. I don't get shy, I usually loose the interest and then get anxious if I have to fake it. Which happens quite often and it's annoying for me... it's either me or the connection I'm trying to make with people... I don't get it.
Well, anyways, let's give it a roll shall we ?
Hobbies:Day dreaming, reading, sleeping, watching tv shows, playing guitar Penpal message / wishes: Hey,
My name is Tomas, i'm 20 years old, im just a simple dude with a lot of imagination and weird thoughts to share with people, looking for someone interesting to talk to! I love music, meeting new people and adventures.
My friends call me the most positive person they've ever met, I'm very tolerant and accept everyone as they are.
Right now I'm an university student, studying computer science.
So come on, don't be shy I'm very excited to talk to people from different cultures!